The crazy part of all this is... OK well I can't diagnose things, but... Where I, the subordinate give the words, thoughts, ideas etc... and those greater than I repeat, carry out, etc... the word feels odd, and disturbing in this but 'obey.' Obey me?! well that's part of the out working, and I am floored, and more than a little uncomfortable. Even [some of] the mocking is less of an upset than some of the 'obedience.' Sigh, I trust God... "I'm pulling for ya, we're all in this together."